Assalamualaikum
Tak tahu kenapa harini rasa macam nak share pengalaman mengandung walaupon still tgh mengandung. Dipendekkan cerita, it was a planned pregnancy. Although macam time tu, dua dua tak yakin lg, tapi Allah knows the best and Dia bagi rezeki zuriat untuk kami berdua. Syukur sangat rasa bila ade baby dalam perut walaupun time tu mcm eh betul ke betul ke, haha macam tak percaya!
FIRST TRIMESTER
Right after knowing that we’re pregnant, i wanted right away to have a scan. Betul ke pregnant? Call my mom and mother in law, tho time tu dah ade depan clinic cume tak masuk je lg. Tanya diorang perlu ke buat scan yada-yada. But then both of our moms cakap tapayah. Tunggu 3 bulan baru pi check. Bukan nampak ape pon. Huaaaa we both dah macam so excited to go look at our baby, tapi disbebabkan our mommies cakap macamtu, so balik la kitaorang ke rumah. And then tunggu la sampai baby 3 bulan. How come boleh sure baby berapa minggu semua semua tu? Cause Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat sebab i have a very teratur punya period, my mil taught me how to calculate berapa minggu. So macam dari situ agak agak jela..
SECOND TRIMESTER
After three months, kitaorang pon pegi la check up and buat scan. Alhamdulillah, dapat tengok baby dalam perut. And baby excited sangat sangat. Sebab masa scan tu dia melompat lompat entah happy sangat kot tak tahu la. Kalau tanya ape perasaan time tengok baby first time dekat screen monitor tu, again im speechless. Is that my baby? Then when we were in the car, i can still remember that my husband shed some tears knowing that i am actually pregnant and there’s our little baby is inside my tummy. Awwww
Tapi mase tu, penat jugaklah sebab tahu pregnant masa tengah practicum dekat Selayang. Duduk pon jauh dengan husband. Dengan you know how hard it is time tgh practicum. Kene naik turun tangga 3 tingkat. Painted 14 walls for mural. In charge of kem perdana. Zumba and all that. Fuhhh 
🏻♀️Tapi Alhamdulillah, Allah mudahkan urusan during the first trimester tu takde pon satu alah ke muntah muntah segala morning sickness tu datang. Memang rasa bersyukur sangat sangat. Kan dah cakap, Allah tu Maha Mengetahui. Dia tau aku tak mampu nak tanggung semua benda tu time tu. Alhamdulillah
Then masuk second trimester. Time ni sangat sangat best. Sebab perut tak nampak lg. Berat pon tak nampak sangat naiknye. I was so active during this time. Pegi langkawi jalan jalan macam tak preggy. Mandi swimming pool pon tak ingat dunia, sebab main slides semua relax je. Tapi baba marah la after that. Hiksss tapi kita main je. 
Mandi dekat Pulau Payar pon sama, sampai umi and my sis tegur, pregnant ke tak ni. Hahaha
Hujung hujung 2nd trimester tu my morning sickness baru nak datang. All the loya and muntah muntah tu huiii. Rasa macam mengada sungguh sampai bau masakan pon tak boleh. Bile masak dekat rumah, then lari pegi toilet tu biasalah. Husband tukang tepuk belakang. Kadang dia pon dah tak larat nak tepuk. Haha sebenarnya rase malu sangat muntah dia tengok. Sb eee muntah sendri pon rasa macam yuck, orang lain tengok muntah kita? Hoo! Tapi dia kata dia okay je. Huu yelah. Thank you, yang. Tapi morning sickness tu tak lama sangat. Tapi terukla i can say. Alhamdulillah it took like almost 2 months je alah ni..
THIRD TRIMESTER
Masuk third trimester. Here we go. Rasa macam tak percaya dah masuk third trimester. Time ni dah start risau ape semua. Dah start fikir nak shopping shopping shopping. Sediakan semua barang baby. Fasa ni i can say i am very enjoying it. Sebab dua dua dah macam tak sabar. Sebelum ni macam ok baby lambat lagi nak keluar. Chill chill dulu ape semua. Tapi bila dah masuk third trimester ni, macam okay time to be prepared. Keluar la segala lists of things to buy and to do. Seronokkk sangat time ni. So excited. Sebab selama ni kalau jalan pegi mall boleh tengok je dari tepi barang barang baby. Sebab husband kata tunggu duluuuu. Wuuuu ☹️ So sekarang, tapayah tunggu tunggu dah. Yeayyyyyy. Boleh beliiiiiiiii!!! Nampak tak excited dia macam mana?
Masuk 7 bulan setengah, my morning sickness came again. Allahu. Time ni betul tak best. Sebab bila dah masuk third trimester ni, barula gained weight yang betul betul. Perut pon dah slowly getting bigger. Badan pon dah start sakit sakit. Dah tak larat sangat nak jalan. So bile datang balik alah tu, rasa penat sangat. Muntah pon jadi sakit. Huaaa. Bayangkan time ni jugaklah, kene pindah rumah. And only two of us yang settlekan semua pindah pindah tu. Ya Allah time tu rasa tak tertanggung sangat sangat. I did all the packing. My husband did all the moving stuff. Turun naik lift semua. Time tu rasa bersalah and kesian sangat sangat dekat husband. Sebab nampak dia penat sangat. Kalau boleh nak sangat tolong dia angkat barang barang berat tu. Tapi he said no since i am pregnant. Bahaya. Tapi ade jugak yang I buat jugak sebab siapa lagi nak buat? Kesian sangat dekat husband. Semoga Syurga tempatmu wahai suamiku.
So sekarang tengah menghitung hari. Im 37 weeks and 2 days of pregnant. Gained weight almost 11kg. Fuhh Mama and Papa are so excited to see you baby. Please be healthy, be good. Though you still in my tummy, we already love you endlessly. Can’t wait to see you, sayang mama papa 
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Love,
Mama
